Monday, February 6, 2012

Apprenticed to Pleasure by Brandon Fox


Chapter One

THE jig romped to a conclusion as Ander’s fingers danced over guitar strings in intricate patterns. As soon as he finished, his friend Leif leaned close and whispered in his ear. “This is somebody’s lucky night. Look what just walked in.”

Ander lifted his head and looked toward the front door. Despite the sizable crowd filling the room, he had no trouble telling who Leif was talking about. Two young men standing in the elaborately carved entry hall drew the eye like beacons. It wasn’t unusual to see beguiling women and men in Lady Tayanita’s House of Companionship, known throughout Pella for its comely staff, but these new arrivals stood apart.

They wore soft brown traveling leathers, well-molded to their bodies by long use, and long gray cloaks that still glistened with melting snow. Ander guessed they were only a season or two older than his own twenty years. They were lean and stood lightly, like dancers. Both had the broad shoulders and slender hips of athletes.

But it was the visitors’ faces that captured his attention. The taller of the two sported thick blond hair cut collar-length, and clear blue eyes spoke of the far north. Unlike most northerners who found themselves in a brothel, he was smiling and at ease. His handsome features showed appreciation of the establishment’s offerings and anticipation of enjoying them.

The other complemented the northerner by his contrast. Russet hair fell in loose curls, and deep brown eyes seemed to smolder. His sloe-eyed features were almost fey in their sensuality. Ander’s stomach fluttered as he sensed the erotic appraisal in the young man’s scrutiny of the room.

“Don’t stare,” he murmured to Leif, despite his own inability to take his eyes off these apparitions. Then the curly-haired one met his gaze. Ander’s cheeks flushed hot, and he averted his eyes, but the stirring in his body told him he wouldn’t be able to look away for long. His teeth worried his lower lip for a moment. “Can you tell what they’re saying?”

Though Leif had to wear lenses to read, his ability to see at a distance and understand what people were saying by watching them talk terrorized the house’s gossips. It also made him the best archer in town. “Already at it,” Leif whispered, pretending to inspect an apple while peering over it at the new guests. “You think I wouldn’t keep my eye on this pair?”

The one with curls nudged his friend in the ribs and nodded toward the fireplace where Ander and Leif were sitting, saying something that drew the northerner’s attention their way.

Leif sighed and turned back to Ander. “You have another admirer. He told his friend to look at the black-haired beauty with the guitar. And said you blushed like a virgin when he saw you watching. One of them must like innocent-looking companions. Maybe both of them. Would you make an exception for them?”

Ander had grown up in the brothel where his mother worked for many years as one of its most renowned companions. Lady Tayanita started looking after him when his mother died of the sleeping sickness. When he was old enough, he started making music for the house, and some customers paid just to look at him and dream as they took refreshment. But he rarely agreed to be a companion to visitors. He was painfully shy.

Despite being taut with embarrassment, he stole another glance at the new guests. The northerner had a hand on his comrade’s shoulder and was nodding in apparent agreement. He grinned when he saw Ander watching and spoke to his mate before taking off his cloak and examining the room.

Leif took Ander by the hand and tugged. “We have to get over there. If you don’t want to bed them, then at least make sure they notice me. The northman just said a little modesty would be a welcome change of pace. I can pretend to be modest.”

Ander fought down the butterflies in his stomach and followed, taking his guitar with him. They reached the foyer, just close enough to overhear the greeting when the guests were received, and waited beside a pillar decorated with carvings of couples sharing pleasure in every conceivable position. Lady Tayanita arrived to greet the customers moments later wearing a green velvet gown and smiling with genuine warmth.

“Gentlemen, I’m Lady Tayanita. Welcome to my house of companionship. Permit me to take your cloaks. And let me say it’s a pleasure to greet such noble guests. You grace our humble house.” She accepted their cloaks and handed them to a boy who appeared at her side. Though her age was impossible to guess, her high cheekbones, deep red hair, and cheerful eyes held great appeal. “Perhaps you would like some refreshment? Our companions will be glad to see to your needs.”

The northerner inclined his head in a small bow. “A kind invitation, ma’am. My name is Nicolai; my friend is Sorel. We’ve been riding all day, and a few hours in your house would suit us well.”

“Excellent, gentlemen.” She gestured toward two young women hovering nearby, their diaphanous gowns revealing glimpses of smooth flesh. “Mina and Tannis seem to have time and willingness to make your acquaintance. Or is there someone else you had in mind to meet?”

Sorel nodded toward Ander and Leif. “We couldn’t help noticing your fine musician. His playing is a thing of beauty. Do you know if he’s currently occupied?”

Lady Tayanita glanced over her shoulder to where Leif and Ander were striving to look like casual bystanders. She turned back to Sorel and shook her head with regret. “His name is Ander. I’m afraid he’s too shy to entertain guests personally. I’d be a wealthy woman if he were more outgoing. But the friend he’s with, Leif, is one of our most accomplished companions.”

Nicolai looked past her. “Perhaps he’d be willing to just talk with us about music. I think he might have noticed my friend’s admiration for his playing.” Gesturing toward the pillar, he urged Lady Tayanita to take another look.

Ander was transfixed by the northerner’s attention. He clutched his guitar like a shield and watched them with a diffident expression, loose strands of hair partially concealing his eyes. He was keenly aware that his loose gray shirt and soft cotton pants did little to conceal his body’s tense admission of his interest. His attraction to this pair had grown with proximity. They seemed to draw him as a lodestone draws iron.

Sorel gave him a friendly appraisal, and Nicolai appeared to be charmed by his seeming lack of sophistication.

Lady Tayanita made an imperceptible sign. Leif provided an encouraging prod, and, heart racing, Ander nodded. Lady Tayanita turned back to her visitors and bowed, smiling widely. She was obviously pleased by this turn of events. “Ander also has an appreciation for beauty. If you’ll come with me, gentlemen, I’ll introduce you.”

Ander took a deep breath to calm his nerves, and then it was too late for second thoughts. Lady Tayanita brought the guests over and made introductions, Leif went to fetch wine, and Ander was left by himself to entertain the customers. He felt faint and at a loss for words.

Nicolai came to his rescue. “This house reminds me of home,” he said. “Up in the mountains we need stout logs to hold back the snow. But this house is much better for entertaining.” A balcony ran along three walls, providing access to private rooms on the building’s second level. Tables and chairs were scattered around the floor, and lighting came from lamps and a huge fieldstone fireplace at the far end of the room. Curtained alcoves on opposite sides of the main room offered nooks for more private socializing. Customers and their companions talked and laughed in hushed voices while unattached companions circulated around the room serving food and drink.

Ander gestured toward an unoccupied alcove. “Would you like to sit over there? The cushions are more comfortable than these chairs.” He knew that his blush was apparent even in the muted light. At least nobody could doubt his shyness was genuine.

Nicolai responded gallantly, displaying his northern sense of propriety in the face of modesty. “That looks fine,” he said. “And don’t worry about us, Ander. We’ll be happy just to hear about Pella. Or talk about music. Sorel is a bit of a musician himself. You two might have a lot to talk about.”

Ander gave him a grateful look, though he feared his eyes would also reveal the desire filling him.

They were soon settled among thick cushions decorated with embroidered forest scenes. Leif brought a flagon of chilled wine and three goblets, then withdrew.

It was darker in the alcove than beside the hearth, and Ander’s discomfort eased a bit once they were out of view. He calmed his breathing as he poured the wine. After handing goblets to Nicolai and Sorel, he poured a small portion for himself before sitting cross-legged in front of them. He raised his goblet. “May your visit bring good fortune and fond memories.” Sorel and Nicolai raised their glasses, and they all tasted the wine. It was cool and tart, reminiscent of autumn leaves blowing in a crisp wind.

“We’re honored you’ve chosen to welcome us,” Nicolai said. “We’ve been on a cold road the whole day, and this seems an excellent place to refresh ourselves.”

“We heard you playing when we came in,” Sorel added. “You’re very good. One of the finest I’ve heard, and I’ve heard many. Perhaps you’d play something for us later?”

Ander met Sorel’s eyes and shivered again. He was sure it was a sincere compliment, but the look in Sorel’s eyes penetrated straight to his heart. And his groin. He felt lost in the depths of Sorel’s dark eyes. “I… I’d be pleased to play for you,” he stammered. “But I’m a bit cold so far from the fire. Could, uh… may I join you on the cushion? It would be warmer there. I play much better when I’m warm.” His face reddened at his artless reaction to the visitors, but his heart pounded with anticipation.

Nicolai moved sideways on the cushion, creating a space between himself and Sorel. “A fine suggestion. Sit here, and we’ll get warm together.”

Ander uncurled from the floor and stood before them, knowing his trim body was backlit by light from the main room. Then he steeled his resolve and drew a silk curtain across the alcove’s entrance before sinking gracefully into the space Nicolai had made. The alcove took on a murky intimacy as light filtered through the peach-colored curtain. Hesitantly, he put a hand on Nicolai’s thigh. He found himself shivering despite the warm bodies flanking him.

“You really are chilled.” Nicolai’s voice held honest concern. “Lean against me, I’ll warm you.” He put an arm around Ander’s shoulders and gave him a reassuring squeeze. “No need to be nervous. Why don’t you tell us about Pella?”

Ander relaxed into the embrace and waited for the visitors to make an overture, but to his surprise, they seemed in no hurry. He realized with growing astonishment that they were going to wait for his invitation before taking any action on their desires. He stayed nestled against Nicolai’s side, content as a cat, as his anxiety slowly evaporated in the warmth of their company.

At first Sorel and Nicolai had to draw him out with tales of their travels and their commerce in linens and perfumes. Ander was coaxed into describing how he had learned to play the guitar with such skill, and Sorel told stories of training with a music master in Shuya, where he had acquired a guitar thought to be three hundred years old. They had stuffed peppers and fresh bread brought to their alcove and insisted on sharing the food with Ander as he recounted adventures with Leif in the nearby forests and mountains. Trading stories led to trading jokes and learning how to make each other laugh. Sound from the other side of the curtain faded away as they grew easy in each other’s company.

As much as Ander was enjoying himself, his attraction to the visitors had sharpened into a need that ached. It was growing late, and he wanted to be sure of claiming a room on the second floor. When his guests paused to refill their goblets, he reached over and put a hand on Nicolai’s thigh.

“I’m glad you sought me out tonight,” he said softly. “I heard Lady Tayanita tell you I’m not much of a companion. She’s right. But Leif has taught me skills I can share. I liked talking with you, but now I’m wanting more than words.”

Nicolai met his gaze. “You’re not alone in that. Your touch is enough to prove it.” He spread his legs wider apart. Despite his leather clothing, it was obvious he was powerfully aroused.

Ander’s cock swelled to full length, equal to the span of a man’s fully spread hand. It made a long, thick mound beneath his soft pants. He took a deep breath and slid his hand further up Nicolai’s leg. He turned his head to Sorel. “Would you join us? Is there a problem with the three of us together?”

Sorel laughed softly. “Far from it. Nicolai and I have shared a bed for years. But are you sure you’re ready for this?”

Ander nodded. He had never felt more ready.

“Lean against me,” Nicolai said. “We’ll give you a sample of our own skills before going upstairs.”

Ander moved around and insinuated himself between Nicolai’s legs, his back pressed against the northerner’s strong torso. Nicolai pulled them together snugly and then, moving slowly, slid a hand beneath Ander’s shirt.

Ander moaned, arching his back and pushing against Nicolai as the warm hand slid over his tight muscles and came to rest over his heart. He beckoned with a small toss of his head. Sorel came to his side and crouched beside him, chestnut curls shimmering in the dim light, and bent down to kiss him.

The kiss was gentle, not what Ander had expected after Sorel’s smoldering gaze. He felt another hand touch his side. Then Sorel broke the kiss and pulled back. He slid his hand to Ander’s hip and let it rest there, his eyebrows arched in an unspoken question.

Heart pounding, Ander took Sorel’s hand and moved it to the mound of his erection. Sorel smiled radiantly and stroked the cloth-covered shaft as he renewed their kiss. Their tongues were beginning a tentative exploration when Ander felt Nicolai’s other hand join in the intimate massage. He gasped and broke the kiss.

“Let’s go upstairs!”

Nicolai chuckled, lightly cupping Ander’s crotch while the fingers of his other hand grazed a nipple. “I think it’s time,” he agreed, his voice a low purr. “You’re as fair as Sorel, and that’s saying a lot. I’m eager to see all of you.”

The bang of a door crashing open made Ander jump. The murmur of conversation in the dining room died.

“Where’s that little bastard?” a deep voice roared. It was belligerent and slurred by drink. “I won’t be denied again! It’s time the whore learned his place!”

Ander sprang to his feet and stepped to the curtain. He pulled it aside just enough to peek out.

Sorel moved up behind him. “Do you know who that is?”

“Yes! This is the third time he’s come in this week. Drinking and asking to meet me. Lady Tay tells him no, but he won’t listen!”

Nicolai joined them and looked out the other side of the curtain.

The drunk was a burly middle-aged man in black military leathers. A full beard failed to conceal the scars of his battles. He was followed by a ruthless-looking aide, stone sober and dangerous as a viper, the kind of soldier who probably wouldn’t part with his sword when he went to bed.

“Why doesn’t Lady Tayanita throw him out?” Nicolai asked.

“He’s a seraskier, Oskar Reincken. They say he’s a personal friend of the zamindar. He’s dangerous, above the law.”

“Where is he?” Reincken bellowed as he staggered further into the room. “A good beating is what he needs. That’ll teach him to do as he’s told!”

Lady Tayanita came out of the kitchen and marched over to the drunken officer. Her face was tight with anger, but she approached Reincken with careful respect.

“I’m sorry, Seraskier, Ander is unavailable. You should consider another of our companions. There are several who are especially fond of great soldiers such as yourself.”

“Shut up, slut!” Reincken straightened to his full height, towering over Lady Tayanita, then lashed out with a slap that snapped her head backward. “I’ve had enough excuses. Now where is he?” He raised his hand to deliver another blow to the dazed woman.

Ander tore open the curtain and ran to Lady Tayanita’s side. Supporting her by the arm, he turned to Seraskier Reincken. “Don’t touch her! Get out, or I’m calling the guard!”

Nicolai and Sorel left the alcove and joined Ander; it seemed nobody else in the room had the stomach for a confrontation. Several drifted toward the kitchen door and other exits, not wanting to be in the vicinity of a high official’s displeasure.

Reincken’s laughter brayed. “The guard might be useful. I’d have them teach you how a whore should behave.”

Ander shook with anger. He let go of Lady Tayanita and stood defiantly in front of the seraskier. “If you want a companion, go out to the barn. Try the pigsty.”

Reincken roared and charged. Ander nimbly stepped aside and extended a foot as the man lurched past.

Reincken crashed to the floor and landed heavily on an outstretched arm. A loud crack was followed by a howl of pain. The seraskier rolled onto his back, his right arm bent at an unnatural angle. He started to sit, then groaned and fell back.

Reincken’s aide went rigid. “You attacked the seraskier! You’ll hang for this!” He started to reach for Ander, but Nicolai stepped between them.

“It was an accident, that’s all. The seraskier is drunk, and he stumbled. We all saw it.”

The aide’s face hardened, the show of outrage at Nicolai’s intervention more intense than his surprise at Ander’s action. “What I see is a peasant interfering with an arrest!”

Stepping back, he drew a short sword from its scabbard. Nicolai was unarmed. The aide lifted his weapon to administer a summary execution.

Nicolai dropped to the floor at the same moment Sorel reached for a sheath in his boot and pulled a throwing knife. Ander caught a blur of metal in the air before the blade sank to its hilt in the aide’s neck. The man gurgled, eyes bulging as he collapsed.

A woman’s hysterical scream started a stampede for the door. Seraskier Reincken looked up enough to see the aide’s body in an expanding pool of blood. Swaying slightly, he used his left hand to grab a glass amulet hanging from a thin chain around his neck. He yanked it free and smashed it to the floor by his side.

The amulet shattered. An oily black cloud spiraled upward, and a stench like burned meat filled the air. Reincken mumbled a few words, and the cloud swirled into frenzied motion. A shriek cut Ander’s mind like a razor. Everyone’s face but Reincken’s showed the same painful shock.

“He’s summoning the guard!” Nicolai shouted, though the alarm was in their minds rather than their ears. “We’ve got to leave!”

Lady Tayanita cowered on the floor with her hands pressed against the sides of her head. Ander crouched beside her. “You’ve got to come with us,” he urged. “They’ll arrest us all!”

Lady Tayanita shook her head. “It’s you and your guests they’ll want. Not the rest of us. You have to get away. Take any horse you can find and get out of town.”

“I’m not leaving you,” Ander insisted. The shrill alarm clamoring in his mind made it hard to think.

“This house is my life,” Lady Tayanita said. “I’ll manage somehow. Now go before it’s too late.”

Sorel put a hand on Ander’s shoulder. “There’s no time to argue. If she doesn’t want to go, we can’t make her.”

It was agonizing, but Ander saw he was right. He glanced at Seraskier Reincken. The man watched him with undisguised hatred. If he allowed the town guard to catch him, Lady Tay would only be forced to watch while the seraskier ripped him apart.

Nicolai had already retrieved their cloaks from a side room and grabbed a customer’s wool poncho. He tossed the black garment to Ander. “Let’s go! Now!” He started for the door, Sorel at his heels.

“Wait,” Ander called. “The guard will be coming that way. I’ll show you the back way out.” He gave Lady Tayanita a quick embrace, then led Nicolai and Sorel into the kitchen.

The two cooks stood aside while they rushed past the hearth filled with pots and the brick oven where odors of baking bread always lingered. The soundless clamor of the seraskier’s alarm was nearly as painful in the kitchen as in the main hall. Ander led them through a storage room at the back of the kitchen filled with baskets of vegetables and sacks of wheat, and they exited to a narrow alley. Its cobblestones were slick with snow and frozen garbage. Ander’s oiled leather moccasins stayed dry, but the cold penetrated quickly.

“This way,” Ander said. He slipped the poncho over his head, grateful for Nicolai’s foresight, as they ran the short distance to the stable.

The stable was a rugged timber structure like the establishment it served and had doors in both front and back. The stableboy had run off, but the seraskier’s alarm appeared to have had no effect on the animals. Nicolai and Sorel started to saddle their horses.

Ander hesitated, intensely uncomfortable at the prospect of stealing a horse, then bit his lip and selected tack from a hook on the back wall. Lady Tay would make it right with the customer, if she kept herself out of the dungeons.

He saddled a roan mare while Nicolai and Sorel grabbed candles, sulfur matches, and extra saddle blankets from a storage chest. It wasn’t much, but there was no time to search for more supplies. Ander opened the stable door while they stuffed the provisions in their saddlebags.

Clatter of horseshoes on cobblestones echoed along the nearly deserted street as they left the stable. It almost seemed to drown out the urgent clamor that still assaulted their minds. A few bystanders looked at them nervously, frightened by the alarm and not knowing its cause.

“Where are we heading?” Sorel asked. “This doesn’t look like the fastest way out of the city.”

“There’s a sentry post not far to the east,” Ander answered. “That’s where guards spend most of their time on cold nights like this. We’re less likely to meet a patrol on the northern road.”

“It’d better not be far,” Sorel said. “That shrieker is going to have every soldier in the city looking for trouble.”

“What is that thing?” Ander picked up the pace. “I’ve seen sorcery in the public tortures they make us watch, but I’ve never felt something in my head like this.”

Disgust filled Nicolai’s face. “The zamindar has many secrets. Things you don’t want to know, not if you want to sleep at night. Let’s just say shriekers are made from men. Those who weren’t lucky enough to be condemned to public tortures.”

Ander shivered. The tortures were horrible, intentionally so, and it was hard to imagine another fate could be worse. “We’re not far from the northern road. Once we’re outside the city, we can take a trail into the mountains. Let’s make a run for it!”

“Not yet,” Sorel advised. “Better to be inconspicuous, if we can.” But as soon as the words were spoken, a six-man patrol stepped from a side street not thirty paces ahead.

Black-helmeted heads swiveled toward them. Four soldiers drew their swords, and the other two lifted crossbows to their shoulders. Ander’s heart pounded as he looked for an escape route. There were no side streets close by and little chance of escaping the crossbows if they tried to turn. Without warning Nicolai and Sorel moved ahead of him, one on either side.

“Stay behind us,” Sorel said as he passed. “And hang on to your horse no matter what.”

The instructions seemed bizarre, but there was no chance to question them. Ander clutched his saddle’s pommel with his left hand and watched in bewilderment as Nicolai and Sorel closed ranks ahead of him. Once they were within reach, they leaned toward each other and clasped hands.

The soldiers realized something was amiss and bellowed orders to halt. A blinding white flash cut them short.

Ander shouted in surprise, his cry joined by the blinded soldiers. There was a clatter of weapons falling to the street, and then Ander felt someone grab the reins from his hand.

“Hang on,” Nicolai yelled. “Now we run for it!”

Falling forward and blindly grabbing his horse, Ander held on as they broke into a gallop. Screams and curses quickly faded behind them.

His mind clamored with questions. Why didn’t the horses bolt at the light? How could Sorel and Nicolai see where they were going? But it was a bone-jarring ride, made far worse by his blindness, and there was no time to worry about anything except staying in the saddle.


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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Fire Balls by Tara Lain

Rodney Mansfield is tiny, flamboyant and, oh yeah, a black belt in karate. He is also one of southern California’s greatest artists. Too bad the work of art he really wants is firefighter, Hunter Fallon. But the gorgeous “straight gay” guy could never want the Runtback of Notre Dame, so when Rodney’s handsome, surfer friend, Jerry, develops an unexpected passion for the beautiful firefighter, Rodney breaks his own heart by helping Jerry land his man. And then Rod makes it worse by embarrassing Hunter when he protects him from a firehouse bully. Hunter hates gay guys like Rodney – doesn’t he? Then why can’t he get the powerful pipsqueak’s face out of his mind… and his heart? And why does he risk his job and his life to rescue Rod from a burning building? Isn’t it time for him to admit he’s not an alpha male after all and that he is the property of the artist?


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Rodney glanced over to see how his model was doing. Total heart stop and brain malfunction. Perfect. Every line and curve. Every angle. Hunter’s body was so lean that each muscle stood out against his tan skin like a piece of sculpture. The pose twisted his torso just enough to make his narrow waist seem even slimmer against the breadth of his shoulders and his hard, curved pecs. His legs were long and looked carved from marble. Even his feet were perfect. Oh God. Rod wanted to suck each toe in homage.

And in the middle of all this art, surrounded by light tan skin and at the end of a happy trail of silken dark hair, was a magnificent cock lying relaxed against Hunter’s right leg. He was a low hanger, a real shower. Long and graceful, framed by loose balls and a soft pubic nest, this was a penis of the gods. Rodney wanted to paint it all alone in every possible posture. Yeah, preferably erect. Shit, he had to quit staring, or at least pretend the staring was professional and not prurient. Sure, right.

Hunter’s cock might be relaxed but the rest of his body was vibrating with tension. Rodney tried not to think how much he would like that to be reversed. Had to put the guy at ease before he had a coronary.

He grabbed his camera from the worktable and started snapping. “Looks great, Hunter. Perfect. Just relax as much as you can while I snap some photos. I’ll use these to work on the painting when you’re not here. I can use the shots to get general massing and proportion but I like to have the model live to put in texture and shadow. Nothing beats life for that kind of detail.” He was babbling but he hoped it would help the guy relax.

The beautiful body seemed to melt into the daybed, his arm over his eyes relaxed, and his fingers opened. Rod drew closer to capture a close-up of that graceful, powerful hand, then hurried back to the table and grabbed the sketch pad, leaving the camera behind. God, those long fingers. He stared at the calluses that seemed in conflict with the dance-like beauty of the relaxed hand. Scribbling, he committed the pose to paper before shifting his attention. A fast interpretation of Hunter’s carved mouth, the top lip intriguingly fuller than the bottom, giving the architectural symmetry of his face an unexpected pout. A quick swirl to capture his cleft chin, then a loving sketch of the gorgeous collarbone that defined the hard, muscular shoulder.

Down and down. Rodney hummed. Hunter seemed unconcerned, his breath having slowed. Maybe he needed a good nap. Man, look at those abs. That was a twelve-pack, baby. Down the happy trail and…he stopped sketching in awe. What a cock. Had to capture it. His fingers flew over the paper as he quietly chuckled. Yeah, he’d like to capture it. In his hands or mouth. He did study after study glancing up to be sure Hunter wasn’t watching Rod fixate on that dick.

OK, enough. “Hunter, move if you need to,” Rod murmured.

“Huh?” The arm came off his eyes, and he raised his head. “Oh man, I think I was nearly asleep.”

“Sorry to wake you. Go ahead and sleep and I’ll just draw.”

He sat up. “No. I better stretch or I’ll get really stiff. Sorry. I just got off a double shift. Didn’t realize I was so tired.”

Rod pointed to a clothes tree beside the platform. “Need a bathrobe?”

Hunter gave a shy grin. A-fucking-dorable. “Nah, I guess not. We’re both guys.”

Rodney struck a pose with hand on hip. “But since we’re both gay guys the implications are slightly different, wouldn’t you say?”

Hunter shook his head. “No fishing in another guy’s pond.”

Rod’s heart tripped. “You mean you and Jerry?”

“No, I mean Bill. He seems like a great guy.”

Rod smiled. “He is, but we’re just friends.”

Hunter sat on the edge of the daybed, that gorgeous cock hanging down between his legs. Distracting much? Rod busied himself blocking out the figure on the huge canvas.

“I thought you two were on a date.”

“Yeah. Our first and last. Dutch from now on. We realized we make better pals than lovers.”

“Oh, sorry.”

Rod looked up. “Nothing to be sorry about. Not everyone fits.”

“But wouldn’t you have liked it to work?”

He stopped drawing. Would he? “I kind of have a thing for someone else. Unrequited. But it makes getting into a relationship harder.” He spoke the truth.

“You need to find someone who appreciates you. A talent like you doesn’t come along every day.”

“Yeah, well, maybe.” A small crack opened in his heart.

“Shall I lie back down?”

“Need the bathroom or anything?”

“No, I’m good.” Hunter lay down.

Rod looked away. Shit. He would not cry. Deep breath. He returned to the canvas and tried for a rakish smile. “Besides, I imagine Bill’s a top. We would have killed each other. He’d push me down and I’d fight and grab him. It would have been ugly. Blood all over, both of us trying to dominate.”

Silence. Deafening silence. Rod glanced up. Hunter lay in the prescribed position, arm over eyes. But his formerly relaxed cock had risen to half-mast. What had gotten him going? Bill? Being a top? Killing each other. Hmm.

Let’s find out. “I’d try to stick my cock in his ass, and he’d be trying to grab me and hold me down. What a battle.”

Sure enough, the slow rise continued. Rod edged closer. Crap, the fireman wasn’t just a shower. Look at that gorgeous thing. Closer. What would happen if he touched? He wanted to touch so badly. His hand rose as he took another step.

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Behind the Mask by Lisa Worrall


BLURB: The Downe's Valentine's Day Masquerade Ball has been an annual event for over a hundred years and where, four years ago, Gabe met Mike.

It's been over six months since Mike's death and Mike thinks that Gabe is ready to move on. How does Gabe know this? He receives a letter and a ticket to the ball, from Mike. Gabe isn't sure he'll ever be ready to move on, but in deference to Mike's memory, he attends the ball.

What Gabe doesn't know, is that his best friend, Tom, the one constant in his life since college, has also received a letter from Mike. Will Gabe be able to move forward and remember a long forgotten love, or will his world come crumbling down around his ears, again?

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/Valentine's Day 2011/

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Gabe stared out of the window as the taxi turned off the country lane they had been travelling down and onto the beginning of the gravel drive that led up to Downe Hall. The music could already be heard through the open windows of the large country house and laughter spilled out with it. He couldn't believe he was actually doing this… albeit under duress.

The house looked as magnificent as it had on his first visit there four years ago, when he'd been talked into attending the event of the season. The Thomas Downe Annual Valentine's Day Masquerade Ball was legendary and people came from miles around to lose themselves in the splendour of it all; the music, the costumes, the chance to be someone else, for just one night.

The grass verge on either side of the drive up to the gates was decorated with life size sculptures of naked men and women, covered with strategically placed white fairy lights, heralding the way to the house.

"That'll be eighteen fifty."

Gabe looked at the taxi driver and blinked owlishly. "Huh?"

"The fare," the man repeated, nodding at the meter. "Eighteen pounds, fifty."

"Oh, right," Gabe replied scrabbling in the pocket of his costume for a twenty pound note. He handed it to the other man mumbling, "Keep the change."

"Thanks, mate. Nice costume by the way. You meeting someone in there?" The driver's question was innocent enough and Gabe knew that he couldn't know how those words made his gut tighten and his heart ache.

"Not this year," he replied and opened the door before the man could remark further. Gabe stood looking at the bridge over the moat to the large open gates. He'd spent a fortune on his costume and the ticket itself would have kept his fridge stocked for six months, even though he hadn't paid for it, so standing on the drive and watching other party-goers just sail past him was kind of stupid. And then there was the added concern that if he stood there much longer, the organisers might drape /him/ in fairy lights.

Besides, this was where it had all begun, it seemed only fitting that this is where it should end; where he should bury the past and move towards the future. He huffed a joyless laugh through parted lips. The future—/what/ future? Mike seemed to think he was ready to embrace a life without him… but Gabe wasn't so sure.

It felt like a lifetime ago, instead of four short years, that he'd stood exactly where he was now, staring at the splendour of Downe Hall, listening to the music spilling from the windows, his ticket clutched in his hand, just as it was now. Then, of course, his friend Tom had stood beside him, nudging him and urging him forward.

Going to the Downe Valentine's Masquerade Ball had been Tom's idea back then. He'd had a real bee in his bonnet about it, made it sound like they were the losers of the year if they didn't attend, and how infamous the Downe Masquerade Ball was. If Gabe recalled correctly, the ridiculous corny expression, "It's the /event/ of the year!" had left Tom's lips on more than one occasion. Tickets had been so expensive Gabe had almost balked at the price, but Tom had made it sound so damned exciting and had played to Gabe's more gullible, romantic side—before he'd known what he was doing, the tickets had been purchased and they were in the costumers, picking out their outfits.

Four years ago, Tom had been fit to be tied by the time the taxi had pulled up outside Downe Hall. Gabe had spent the previous week reading everything he could about the place and had known its history inside out. The Masquerade ball had originally been held in London, until the event had proved too popular in the late 1830s and in need of a bigger venue. Thomas Downe had then decided opening his country estate once a year to his friends, neighbours and the elite of London society was a much more feasible option. The history books had been rife with stories that said Downe's sister, Mary, had not exactly been enamoured by the idea, and although the siblings lived in the same house, apparently they didn't speak to each other for almost a year. He remembered staring up at the house as the taxi had come to a stop outside the mansion that night, and wondering how unsettling the atmosphere must have been with brother and sister walking the gardens, ignoring each other as they went about their daily life; their only communication being through the servants.

Not that communication on the taxi ride had been a problem for him and Tom that night. His best friend's lips hadn't stopped flapping since Gabe had arrived at Tom's to get dressed. The moron had been so over the top about the whole thing that Gabe had asked him on more than one occasion over the last week what was so special about the damned dance? Tom had merely shrugged and changed the subject, and had continued to behave like Tigger[CO1] <#_msocom_1> on speed, so much so that Gabe had been concerned Tom might've actually spontaneously combusted before they'd even made it to their first Masquerade.

Looking up at the awe-inspiring country estate again now, a fond smile curved Gabe's lips as the memory of that Valentine's night in 2007 surrounded him.

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Packing Heat by Kele Moon

Blurb:

Firefighter Brad Archer secretly longs for his straight roommate, Police Officer Gavin Connolly. He usually holds the handsome cop at arms' length but a shooting at work leads to a wild night that changes everything.

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Dark and brooding firefighter Brad Archer has spent months denying his attraction to his roommate, police officer Gavin Connolly. Gavin is just the kind of guy he likes: tall, tough, and buff enough to actually handle Brad’s big size and rough nature.

To hide his real feelings Brad holds the handsome, seemingly straight cop at arms' length until a shooting at work leaves Gavin a little too vulnerable to ignore. What starts out as a simple attempt to comfort his roommate blows up into something wild, sexual, and wholly unexpected when Gavin wants more from Brad than a strong firefighter’s shoulder to lean on.

The sexual magnetism drawing the two of them together forces secrets to be revealed, and though the sex is mind-blowing it may not be worth weathering the storms their relationship could stir up. In order to protect him, Brad realizes he loves Gavin enough to let him go. The problem is—the stubborn cop may not let him.

Publisher's Note: This book contains explicit sexual situations, graphic language, and material that some readers may find objectionable: bondage, male/male sexual practices.

Excerpt


“I’m a big advocate for gay rights. I’d vote for gay marriage if it ever came up on the ballot.”

Brad took a long drink of his beer. “Don’t hold your breath on that one.”

“The point is”—Gavin turned around from his spot on the floor where he sat with his back against the couch. The television cast flickers of color over his handsome face as he stared up at Brad.—“I’m secure in my sexuality. I don’t care that you’re gay.”

“Thanks, Gav,” Brad said, the bite in his voice harsh even to his ears. “Right backatcha. Most gay guys avoid drunk, straight assholes who think they deserve some sorta stud medal for letting us be in their presence, but don’t worry, I’m secure enough to deal with the bullshit.”

Gavin blinked, the drunken flush to his tan cheeks growing more pronounced. “I said something wrong, didn’t I?”

Gavin’s light eyes were glazed. His black hair stuck up at odd angles. It was obvious even the hardy Irish blood that ran in Gavin Connolly’s veins couldn’t hold up to the binge he’d been on for the past eight hours.

“Don’t worry about it.” Brad took another sip of his beer, feeling like he needed it. “You’re drunk. I get it.”

“But I don’t wanna piss you off. I care about ya. You’re like a—” Gavin paused, turning to look blankly at the television as if searching for the right word. “Well, you’re not really a buddy. I mean, you are a buddy, but you’re more than a buddy to me. Much more. I don’t care if the boys at the station make fun of me. I’m glad we’re roommates.”

“Wow.” Brad widened his eyes at that disaster of an explanation. “You’re a really bad drunk.”

“I don’t drink that much.” Gavin took another swig of his beer and then mumbled against the rim, “Damn kid, why’d he have to pull a gun? So fucking stupid.”

“You didn’t kill him.” Brad sighed, knowing Gavin had a very good reason for the uncharacteristic pity party. “He’ll be all right.”

“Luck.” Gavin snorted. “It’s a fucking miracle that bullet missed his heart.”

“Maybe we oughta go back to talking about how awesome you are for having a gay roommate,” Brad offered with a wince.

“Do you know how much bureaucratic bullshit I’ve gone through in the past three days? All ’cause that damn kid pulled a gun. My name’s all over the news.”

“You’re a hero, man. Who knows what that asshole would’ve done if you hadn’t taken him down.”

“That’s just it.” Gavin turned back to Brad, a look of misery shining in his light eyes. “I don’t feel like a hero. I feel like a guy who shot a nineteen-year-old kid for making a bad decision.”

Forgetting about the distance he usually forced between them, Brad got up and kicked aside some of the beer bottles to sit next to Gavin on the floor. He wasn’t really sure why he did it. Maybe it was Gavin looking more like a kicked puppy than the cool, easygoing roommate he’d gotten used to over the past several months.

“You’re a good cop,” Brad said softly, leaning back against the couch. “And more importantly, you’re a good guy. It was a justified shooting. The shoot team’s gonna clear you to go back to work in a few more days. Everything will be fine. I promise.”

“Thanks.” Gavin gave him a dazzling smile, as if forgetting his bout of melancholy. “You’re a real buddy. The best one I got. Talking you into renting me this room was the best thing I ever did. And you thought it wouldn’t work out.”

Brad remembered with stunning clarity the reason why he kept his distance from Gavin. He was too fucking handsome. The contrast between his black hair and light eyes was startling. His face was both beautiful and masculine with his hard jaw and full lips. And his body… Jesus. Brad turned back to the television, the chant of it’d be a mistake echoing in his mind.

Brad’s taste in men was dangerous. He was naturally drawn to broad shoulders, powerful muscles, rock-solid abs—the harder and more masculine the better. He didn’t have a problem with softer gay men. Pretty bottoms with floppy hair and slim bodies were fine. He just didn’t want to fuck them.

It was highly inconvenient that Brad’s line of work left him drowning in testosterone. If it wasn’t the other firefighters and paramedics he worked with, it was cops like Gavin. But Brad was thirty-eight; he had learned to separate his private and professional lives. The straight ones he kept his distance from, the gay ones—well, he could tell Gavin a few things about some of those guys he worked with. They were probably the same assholes laughing at him for having a gay roommate. Closeted gay men were the worst.

“I’m not really secure in my sexuality,” Gavin whispered over the hum of the television. “That was bullshit.”

Brad looked toward the ceiling, praying for patience. The only thing worse than a closeted gay man was one who had his head so far up his ass he didn’t realize he had the inclination.

Gavin, for example.

Straight cops didn’t beg and plead to rent a room from a gay firefighter unless they were looking for something. Not to mention Gavin was drop-dead gorgeous. He could get any woman he wanted, but the asshole didn’t date.

If Brad were younger and dumber, he would have rejoiced in helping Gavin solve his dating problems, but Brad wasn’t young and dumb. He was middle-aged and cynical. He didn’t need beautiful and buff Gavin with his pretty eyes and strong jaw. He wanted the hell out of him, so much so he hadn’t gotten laid in months because he’d rather play domestic with the most clueless cop in Tampa Bay, but he didn’t need him.

“Time to go to bed.” Brad reached over to pull the beer out of Gavin’s hand. “You’ve officially had one too many. I’m ending this pity party.”

“Do you think I’m handsome?” Gavin asked, eyes wide and glazed with liquid courage.

Fuck, yes.

“I think you’re unavailable,” Brad said evenly instead of voice his thoughts out loud. “Trust me, Gavin, you want to go to bed now.”

“I don’t see you looking at me,” Gavin mumbled rather than take Brad’s advice. He appeared genuinely disappointed with the lack of attention. “Maybe only women think I’m hot.”

Brad rolled his eyes at Gavin’s vanity that was oddly charming. Arrogant but unassuming—not many could make that work.

“It’s not only women,” Brad found himself admitting. “You’re hot; anyone would think so.”

“Would you think so?”

Brad took a long drink of the beer he’d stolen from Gavin and resumed his staring contest with the television. His cock flared to life, demanding he answer in the affirmative. His mind reminded him of the disaster it would create in the morning when the booze wore off. He was a little too old to do awkward to that extreme.

“Brad?”

He made the mistake of looking at Gavin when he heard the pleading desperation. Gavin’s eyes swirled with haunted uncertainty, as if Brad could somehow solve his life problems. That was a very dangerous look. It made Gavin seem younger than thirty-four, more innocent, and wholly tempting in a way that sucker punched Brad with yearning. He swallowed hard past the rush of desire.

“Yeah,” he whispered, knowing it was a mistake even as he said it. “I think you’re handsome. Happy?”

He closed his eyes and prayed for strength when his defenses were at an all-time low. He was so focused on finding an inner source of defense, Brad ended up blindsided when a hard male body suddenly pressed against him. A rough hand ran over his jaw. Warm breath brushed against his lips.

Holy shit! Gavin was kissing him. The logical thing to do was push the drunken fool away, but Brad wasn’t feeling logical. There was a crackle between them. The electric current of attraction was so overwhelming, Brad knew Gavin wasn’t the only one in denial. He had wanted this man for a long time now, and no amount of past baggage was going to let Brad deny it when Gavin was making himself this available.

He kissed him back. The excitement was palatable, reminding him of stolen, forbidden kisses between football players behind the bleachers. They were both frantic, needing to touch and feel everything at once. It was wild. It was sloppy. It felt unbelievably right when he knew it shouldn’t.

Gavin had him feeling seventeen again.

Brad seized the moment like a drowning man. He tangled his fingers in Gavin’s dark hair, wanting him closer. When Gavin straddled Brad’s hips, settling on his lap like he belonged there, Brad thought it was a minor miracle he didn’t come in his jeans.

He gripped Gavin’s tight ass, moaning against his lips when he felt hard muscle through faded jeans. He arched his hips up, making his lap more user-friendly as Gavin rutted against him. Gavin’s tongue thrust into his mouth to the intoxicating rhythm Gavin used to dry fuck Brad and the raw desperation that was addicting.

It wasn’t until the need for air busted through the haze that Brad broke the kiss. He tossed his head back against the couch while Gavin moved over him with an uncontrolled need, as if so starved for sexual attention he couldn’t even be bothered to remove clothes before searching for release. Brad’s body actually vibrated with how badly he wanted this, and he tightened his hand in Gavin’s hair, needing the lifeline.

“Get off on me,” he growled, more a demand than a request. “Fuck my lap until you come.”

“Yeah?” Gavin panted against the curve of his neck. He nipped lightly, his breath warm and soothing before his tongue laved over the wound. “Christ, I need this. I’ve had a bad week.”

“I know, baby.” Brad cupped his ass tighter, helping the grind. “You need it, take it.”

Gavin rode him with intent. His kisses were bruising, wild, and wholly male in a way Brad loved. He gave as good as he got. Brad slipped his hand past the gap in Gavin’s jeans, working beneath cotton underwear to grip the smooth skin of his ass. He wanted to feel his hole, to finger it and really get him off, but Brad knew he was dealing with his deeply in denial roommate. With every raspy breath, a part of him was waiting for Gavin to freeze in his arms and realize he was dry humping a man.

Gavin gasped as if catching Brad’s thoughts, the frustration heavy in his voice as he begged. “Please.”

Fuck it. Brad released Gavin’s ass, then sucked on two fingers, doing it slowly, being deliberate and seductive. Gavin eyed Brad’s mouth as his light eyes became glazed with longing. His breathing fell shallow like that of a starved animal while he watched Brad prepare his fingers to fuck his ass.

Brad released his fingers with a pop and demanded, “Take your dick out. I wanna see it.”

Gavin leaned back against Brad’s thighs. His hands shook as he worked on unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans. He pulled down white cotton briefs, letting his cock fall hard and heavy into his hand.

God, it was a nice cock—long, thick, and cut—with the head flaring red when Gavin fisted it. Brad sucked on his fingers once more. He entertained the idea of shoving Gavin off him and swallowing that cock, taking it deep and sloppy in a way he was certain a woman never could. If Gavin wanted to play gay man, Brad might as well give him the five-star tour.

Gavin shuddered while Brad had a moment with his fingers. “Please,” he repeated, his desperation obvious. “You’re teasing.”

The harsh need was palpable with every raspy breath Gavin took.

Brad reached around Gavin to grab the back of his shirt and tug it up. With Gavin’s help they got his shirt off, giving Brad a view of hard muscles before Gavin fell over him and buried his face in the curve of Brad’s neck.

“Give it to me, baby.” Brad fisted Gavin’s hair once more. If he wanted it, he was going to have to work for it. “Show me what you want.”

Gavin shuddered so violently from Brad’s harsh demand, he was worried he accidently forced him over the edge. But then Gavin was shifting, his thighs sliding against the tile, pushing his bare cock tighter against Brad’s stomach.

With Gavin practically vibrating in his arms, Brad slid his hand beneath the gap in his jeans, finding his hole with spit-slicked fingers. He circled it a few times, enjoying the way Gavin shifted impatiently, trying to impale himself on Brad’s fingers.

“Shhh,” he said, still getting acquainted with Gavin’s ass. “Put your hands on my shoulders. We’re going slow.”

“Shit.” Gavin’s grip on Brad’s shoulders was tight and bruising as he moved back against Brad’s fingers once more. “Don’t go slow. I want it hard. Fast. Cruel. Make me stop thinking.”

Brad let those words burn through him as his hold tightened in Gavin’s hair. He jerked his head back to watch Gavin’s face as he gave him what he wanted. He thrust into his ass hard and mean. When Gavin gasped from the invasion, Brad curved his fingers up and rubbed against his prostate before he had time to adjust.

“Fuck!” Gavin’s eyes flew open, stunned pleasure flashing electric blue.

Brad’s grip on Gavin’s hair was unforgiving as he kept his head back, forcing him to put the deviant indulgence on display. With only spit for lube, the rub of his fingers in Gavin’s hot, incredibly tight ass was rough and gritty in a way that hit every kink button Brad had. He was in very real danger of coming in his jeans, but he didn’t give a fuck, because Gavin looked amazing thrusting back against his hand, furiously searching for relief.

Brad enjoyed the show, knowing it was going to be material for a thousand jerk-off sessions. Sexy and wanton, Gavin was still grinding against Brad’s jean-covered cock, desperate to come while Brad fingered his ass. He went back and forth between rubbing his prostate and stretching Gavin’s hole, assuming he liked the burn. He obviously did, because he released Brad’s shoulders to fist his cock.

“Oh no.” Brad narrowed his eyes as he stopped the torment of Gavin’s ass. “You want it from a man? You’re gonna get it the way I like it. Let go of your dick or go find yourself a girlfriend.”

Gavin shuddered and placed both hands back on Brad’s shoulders without argument. It was obvious he liked being told what to do.

Brad’s cock jerked inside his jeans, but he liked the bite of pain. It helped him keep control when everything in him wanted to bend Gavin over this couch and fuck him with something crueler than his fingers.

“Good boy.” Brad rewarded his obedience with another nudge against his prostate.

Gavin jerked in his arms, crying out from the shock of pleasure.

“Christ, Brad, please.” Gavin’s entire body was shaking with the strain for climax. He tried to move back against Brad’s hand, but Brad had him nestled tightly in his lap, taking his control. With Gavin’s head wrenched back, the pleasure and need etched itself over his handsome features as he pleaded, “Fuck me. I want you to fuck me.”

“I don’t think so,” Brad said, stretching him even as he denied both of them, because he wasn’t going to fuck a man in denial when he was drunk. At least the rejection gave him a power buzz. “I will, however, enjoy watching you get off on my fingers. I’m gonna watch you as you come, Gav, and you’re gonna enjoy letting me.”

The defeat in Gavin was profound and fucking sexy as hell. Brad saw stars from the lust rush when Gavin became languid over him. Only taking what he was given, the tension was replaced with something much more erotic—total submission as he surrendered himself to Brad and the pleasure he was giving him.

More turned on than he’d been in his entire life, Brad finger fucked his ass with enthusiasm. He was eager to see Gavin come apart in his arms, and he wasn’t disappointed as the powerful cop quickly ended up panting and frantic for a release from the onslaught. His breathing grew more and more ragged as he got closer to completion. No longer fighting for it now that he’d given Brad control, Gavin jerked with the stroke that pushed him over the edge. His body curved into the wrench on his hair and the grasp on his ass. His cry of pleasure was savage and unrestrained.

Brad clenched his teeth and fought against closing his eyes at the feeling of Gavin’s ass clenching around his fingers. He watched Gavin’s face instead, the sheer decadence of tasting the forbidden mapping its way over his beautiful features. He was completely enthralled by the image, and it left more than his cock aching. His chest swelled with an emotion he hadn’t felt in a very long time as he admired the physical evidence of pleasure he was able to give Gavin.

Jesus, he could fall in love with this asshole.


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